There's so many things that come flooding to mind when I think of certain people. But I'm always curious as to what flows into your mind when you see me or hear my name? I guess it shouldn't matter because it's not going to change me as a person. This is the main thing I've come to realize lately. I can't be living for somebody else, I can't act on the behalf of making them happy all the time. I'm still me at the end of the day and my actions are my own. People are either coming to terms with that or they aren't, and it's out of my hands.
With this in mind, I've decided that I enjoy doing the things I do and if somebody disagrees then it's not going to decipher how I feel about it. Life's too short for me to let people rule over my brain like that. I like my brain open and unrestricted. That's why it's nice to have a little help from a green friend sometimes. Because as much as you're mind is gone- it's just beyond the limitations of normal thinking. It's roaming around mulling over unusual things. It's quite the sensation and a lovely one at that. The health effects are not terribly bad. People in ancient times had much worse things done to their bodies and immune system. I love when my body is vibrating with an indescribable sensation. Everything seems to be at ease. And even when my mind is normal, things are at ease. It's just so much easier to open up. On a day to day basis, we constantly have all these stereotypes or ideals built into our thought processes, from the day we are born. I love to break that. So much. If I could do it all the time, I probably would. But I'm still smart. I'm still a good kid. I used to not want everybody to think of me in such a 'druggie/trashy' way but now I'm starting not to give two shits because it's MY life. And I know deep down, that those connotations are just ignorance towards my true self.
So, put that in your pipe and smoke it.
;)
Just kidding.
Not really.
Love.