5.11.2010

Anxious people lead busy lives.


My past few days have been hectic. This week is only two days in and it's already going crazy. I have so many things to do for so many classes. I have yet to do half the work I need to do because of all my Ap shit, but I'm even behind with that. But I guess at this point it's, I know what I know, and I can't do much about that. The end of the school year is coming up quickly. I'm so happy but I'm already nervous about finals and keeping up my grades. My goal is to have no C's this semester. It would really boost my happiness within myself if I could obtain only B's and A's. It may sound silly but it does help a lot because I'm not one of those kids who just gets straight A's. On the other hand, I'm so fed up with my teachers at the moment. I love some of them but the others are driving me batty. They're bitchy and whiney and sometimes I want to tell them off, but I have this whole ideology built into me that I can't be rude to my elders. I have a really hard time doing that now, even if they deserve it. I can be a complete and utter bitch but it's nearly impossible for me to tell off adults.
What is wrong with me? Gaholy.