2.28.2009

fiends and friends

so close in spelling
one could be mistaken
for the other.

anxiety
panic

attacks?

Snow and ice.


big bear,
cozy.

im so negative this weekend
materialistic and ashamed of myself.

2.26.2009

self promotion


http://www.flickr.com/photos/jukeboxjazzy/

9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1

NINE thing​s about​ yours​elf:​

1. My eyes are green and turn to hazel sometimes.​
2. I have an attraction to most male teachers.​
3. I have loads of clothes, but only wear about 1/4 of them.​
4. My hair is practically dead.​
5. I listen to shitty music and amazing music.​
6. I'm excited for my future.​
7. Freshman year has been a blur of normalicy.​
8. There's been months were all I've had for dinner each night is TV dinners.​
9. I'm really bad at drawing.... anything. ​


EIGHT​ ways to win my heart​:​

1. Have a cute smile.
2. Know my turn ons.
3. Be outgoing.
4. Optimistic.
5. Take me to Disney and go on my favorite rides with me.
6. Go to a concert with me and protect me. ​
7. Be gross and silly, but in a tolerable way.
8. Not be ashamed to kiss me in public.​


SEVEN​ thing​s that cross​ your mind a lot:

1. This one girl.
2. My previous grounding.​
3. Wow are they looking at me​?​
4. I wanna go to Disney.​
5. Are my boobs hanging out?
6. I miss her/him.
7. My hair is knotted up.​


SIX thing​s you do befor​e you go to bed:

1. Wash my face​.
2. Brush​ my teeth​.​
3. Clean my nose ring.​
4. Put on pajamas.
5. Turn on the TV.​
6. Take a shower.​


FIVE peopl​e who mean a lot.


1. Noelle​
2. Pearl
3. Apryl
4. Sophie
5. Mom


FOUR thing​s you’r​e weari​ng right​ now.


1. Bootie shorts
2. Shirt
3. ...
4. ...


THREE​ songs​ that fit your life perfe​ctly:​


1. Jesus Of Suburbia - Green Day
2. Savannah - Uh Oh! Explosion
3. Flowing - 311


TWO thing​s you want to do befor​e you die:

1. Travel the world​.​
2. Be completely in love and physically with the person a lot.​


ONE confe​ssion​:​
1. I'm attracted to so many people it gets annoying.​

Compassion.

It's everywhere in words and tone.
I wish I knew what I was talking about.
I have word garbage.

2.25.2009

Infatuation.

The word pops up in my mind just as the words "in like."

She's amazing, they're amazing, amazing, amazing, amazing.

Really, I'd like to be with somebody.
Emotionally, physically I'm ready.
The world isn't.

Love, love, love, love.
It's everywhere.
Everybody's doing it.

My love lies within the bonds of friendship. Something so much looked over and not put into perspective.
What would we be without the people who got us here?


Just live.

2.24.2009

Kah-peesh.

I haven't truly blogged in a while.
There's been a lack of subjects, lack of time, lack of motivation.
These hormones will get the best of me, I swear they will.
More and more everyday something feels more and more the same and more and more different.

On the bright side, I've been getting all A's.
Despite the one B and fucking F.
Pardon my french, but it's aggravating... my lack of math skills that is.

Maybe I'll start blogging again when I have something real to talk about?
Not just rambling teenage nonsense.
Kapppish?
Kapppppppppppish.

2.21.2009

Stonehearted Man


Thanks for being amazing
for me and the rest of the world.

2.16.2009

Urban terms

I had fun with a few of these.

Noelle
A superior level of intoxication, resulting in belligerence or some sort of devine sexual activity. The last stage of drunken-ness before passing out.
I drank until I was so Noelle that everyone looked sexy.

If this party sucks, I'll drink until I'm Noelle and make it fun


lol theory
The theory that the internet phrase lol,meaning "laugh out loud", can be placed at any part in any sentence and make said sentence lose all credibilty and seriousness.
ex 1
Doc: We need to operate on your colon lol, you have cancer.

ex 2
Jesus: Take this all of you and eat it, it is my body, lol.

ex 3
Me: Will you marry me? Lol.


^Lol theory in action

retro-cringe

When you remember, the morning after, something you said, wrote, did, didn't say, etc., the day before..
'I texted undying love to that chick at the party when I got home.. This morning, I'm having retro-cringe, bigtime..'

bedgasm

A feeling of complete and utter euphoria which peaks when climbing into bed at the end of an 18-hour workday, a long road trip or hours of extremely strenuous physical activity. Under perfect conditions, the physical release has been likened to that of an intense sexual experience.
It was a three hour drive in the middle of the night, I could barely stay awake. When I got home, I climbed under the covers and had a ten-minute bedgasm.

Censorship


they call it art.

term of the day:
Hello list

The list of people you have to or want to say "hello" to on a daily basis. Especially relevant for students in university buildings, or coworkers in a workplace. Some people might decide to put you on their hello lists, even if they aren't on yours! Typically, reciprocity is expected.