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In my book mistakes are only lessons in disguise.

I learned a lot about myself from him.
Boys,boys,boys.
Its so stereotypical but to me it means something else.
It's hard to say exactly what.
(butidoreallymissthoselips)
I'm such a girl,
but I feel so much different than the rest.
I sound like I'm on drugs.
Hah!
(incaseyourwondering,imnot.imsober)

Ms. Hussey

I miss you lots and lots and lots.
I hope you see this when you get back and know that I was thinking about you. :)

All these damned celebrations.

4th grade graduation,
6th grade graduation,
8th grade graduation?

Is this needed? You save 'graduation' till your done with 12th grade. You made it through elementary, middle AND high school. Thats something that could be congratulated. But all this hustle and bustle about little graduations is so silly. It's saying 'whoopee, your parents care enough to keep you in school!'. Personally, I could care less. I might sound bitter and bitchy but it's the truth. I've never had a graduation of the sort, I'll just stick to my 12th grade graduation. Then I'll REALLY celebrate.

There's nothing I dislike more

than seeing your name pop up on that list, and knowing nothing will happen.

Tingle, the kind you feel from your toes to your nose.

It's impossible for some feelings to go away so quickly.
Or, for them to be back to normal.
But what if there was never a normal? What do you do then?

I should be out, at a bonfire, at a party, a friends house or something of the sort.
I'm not. Me and Sophie took the train to downtown fullerton and shopped and ate lunch.
That was the highlight of my day.
I'm not going to miss freshman year, just a few teachers, and a few people who are leaving.
This year was nothing spectacular. I grew up a lot and thats about it.
Yearbooks are the best.


I don't know what to do with this feeling in my gut, I gotta shake it off, gotta find something better.

SCHOOLS OUT FOR SUMMER!

Schooooooool's out fo-evuh!


We're freeee!
I'm a sophmore.
I feel liberated.

Dependent

I depend so much on other people its ridiculous.

I feel as if I need inspiration from a particular person, yet I have nobody in mind.

I need to look inside and figure myself out. I've been learning and growing day by day and I've become more comftorable in my own skin. It's a step, a large one from last year.

I rant and ramble, it's all nonsense.
The nonsense that makes sense to me and not to you.

I guess thats something he would have said.
Who's him anyways?
Wouldn't you like to know.
No.

Hey misssy

Caitlin this is for you. It didn't really hit me how much I'm going to miss you until today. We're really going separate ways and it's scary. But you're going to have fun in college. I love you and miss you already.
Just for old times sake;









Ps. Do you remember when we sat on the roof of your car and blasted All Time Low? I loved that.

Sunshine rays from below the sea

Hello summer.

Who knew

that What I Like About You and mint chocolate chip ice cream could be so therapeutic?

I opened up too quickly
but lets just say that I learned something from you

you just made it so easy
thats alright though,
i'll have better luck next time.

I'm not going to go into downer mood because its summer in two days and I have the best friends and family in the whole entire world.

Oh and also, thank you mom, you really are the best.

:)

Fuck you,

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get, do you get a little kick
Out of being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well, that's not how you find it

Do you, do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful?
'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful

ICE cold.

I try not to smother people.
I really don't like to do that.
But even with the littlest things I feel like I am.

"Passin the kind buds
Kickin back in the sand in the sun
To be alive is lovin
Where the shore meets the seam
Man Im hummin, Im hummin
Im free as I stare at the sea
And Im not comin down
The world is yours once you have found
The good is to share
Which is elsewhere
The beauty
of green is where light is now broken by what it touches
Remembering what you once had told me hit home
And hasnt it always been so
...
Knew you would make me feel so good
Wanna do you right
Cant get enough
This is the stuff
Lifes about and it trips me out
Wanna do you right
Bright mornings, days when I want so much
I want nothing, just this life and no more
Ill come within this world
Theres only one for me
Shes waiting, Ill soon come"